Transitional moments of grace
Find the hunger
Drown in it
How do I get rid of my longing?
Are hollow feelings unending?
I feel uncertain.
I never feel like enough and
I give my everything
I know I’m not dead yet so if I make it till morning, I’ll have another go again.
I hate this moment. I am told to love it.
Faith is the most fragile thing on the planet.
Everything is an exchange of time, energy, and resources. Why do I feel like I have nothing?
Why do I feel like crying? It never fixes anything. A little release can still be suffocating. I’m in a weird head space. It won’t be better in the morning.
There is no such thing as bad or good just those who give in and those who endure.
Do you ever feel like the world wants you darker? Or is it stranger? Or stronger?
What’s next?
This moment
My feelings
Contradicting
I had enough and
yet I want it.
I’ll be good after a better cry.
I feel trapped in my body.
I hate my brain sometimes but I love you.
//
